I’m a girl. I wear make up. I wear push up bras, show my chest area off, wear fake eyelashes sometimes, I do a lot of things that to some people apparently make me “fake, disgusting, trashy, whorey, ” whatever and so forth, but I’m. A. Girl. In this generation we grow up different, no one can give a fuck about your personality to be completely honest. The second someone looks at you, you’re automatically judged. By the clothes you wear, store brand, hair style, anything and everything you are judged on. It’s society. Society fucked us all up, it taught us your going to get judged, on everything. Who cares how much money your family comes from? How rich or poor? If your adopted, suicidal, insecure, volnerable, or been through a lot. People do not give a flying fuck. They will judge you. So when I, or any other girl that’s insecure, feels like they have to do a certain something to get any sort of attention; were not “whores, always wanting attention, try to hards” whatever you may call us, we just want to fit in. It’s girls expective. Maybe if we weren’t judged five seconds after walking into a room, and people actually cared about our personality; guaranteed, we’d all be different, but thanks to society, were all the same “trashy, disgusting, wanna be’s, fake girls. ” sorry we don’t meet your standards. We try.